U know what... I feel like I'm a lost sheep that do not know what I want to do after my graduation. It's like I've alot of 'ambitions' that I don't know which to choose from... Yes I know it's not as if I'm able to choose the job that I love and want to do as my results are just mediocre nor do I have a wealth of experiences. People has been telling me to take my first job casually but that isn't what I want. I've already been lagging behind for 2 years(sec 5 & poly) thus I do not wish to waste my time anymore. Looking at those bloggers' life, I'm indeed envious of them as they are not working under someone else and they can travel around so frequently to purchase their stocks and also for leisure. That's the life I want! But nowadays blogshops are so hard to maintain and I'm not really interested too... Please, I need directions in my life.