Tuesday, March 31, 2009, 4:26 AM
将来的我会变得怎样?
孤单 寂寞?
人往往都不怎么会安慰人
不去检讨自己错在哪里
只懂得叫别人反省
对 我也是这样
我不是生气
我是在想为什么人心难测?
终于领悟到为何当初一名朋友会那么生气了
都怪我太相信人，把友情看得太重
都不知别人把我当成什么?
屎吗?
常挂在嘴边称兄道弟的人让我很质疑
你们真的有把身边的人当好友看待吗?
我可以原谅但不可以忘记
就像破碎的花瓶就算把它涟(?)起来，还是会有疤
你明白吗?
不要说你了解我，其实你根本不...
可能你们会觉得我是在无理取闹
随你怎样想吧
都不重要了
我真的无法在对[友情]有信心了
这几天真的不想跟任何人多谈，pardon me.
Monday, March 30, 2009, 6:11 AM
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Sunday, March 29, 2009, 4:57 AM
People can change real fast.
They can talk something bad, yet do another thing at the same time.
说一套，做一套。
A free weekend yet i have to rot at home.
Damn it's time to be independent and trust no one, Jasmine Chow.
Fuck u all BYE.
Saturday, March 28, 2009, 4:35 AM
I'm back again cause i've got nothing much to do now..
Just finished watching To-Get-Her episode 6.
Episode 7 is coming out only on next week.
Argh someone faster upload it manz!
Might be watching Hot-Shot later if i'm still feeling bored.
Ok my E63 finally came last night.
Not so bad, but i still prefer E71 :(
And i've got unlimited sms now so freaking cool.
Thus i will sms like siao already haha!
And as what i've said~
I've been watching The-Seventh-Day..
The actress is super super pretty!
And can u believe that she's already 30!
I just can't take my eyes off her.
Sounds so les lol..
HAHA here's some piccas of her (nic don't drool uh)!
Surprisingly i have the mindset to stay single haha.
Won't pai chi having a bf but then till now there's still no one suitable hai.
WHICH PART ON THE EARTH ARE U AT?
Just feel like being alone..
Not even with my friends..
I feel like i can't trust anyone anymore.
No friends can be perfect or forever.
I really crave for a bff, where i can share everything, and not to lose temper with.
And not friends who always say that we are bff when they have tons of secrets or whatever shit.
No longer have 100% faith in friends, unlike during sec school.
Well seriously people do change...
That's what i'm disappointed in~
I think..
Believe and Love myself is the only way ba~
Wednesday, March 25, 2009, 5:35 AM
I've been a spendthrift recently..
No, maybe i should say since the day i knew shopping!
Haha i've bought a canon ixus camera for myself!
And also a phone which i lost mine half a year ago.
My E63 will be arriving at my doorstep on thur!
Was actually comtemplating between E71 and F480~
E71 is nice but the price is too steep~
Cause i need to top up extra 100 bucks for early upgrade :(
RAHH, no money la!
F480's always my dream phone even before i joined samsung.
I still love it, in fact i'm using it now (company phone lah)!
Plus it's so cheap now, SGD 118 at singtel!
But it's an old model..
So i guess i'll just stick back to my E63 hehe :)
And recently, i'm watching this show online..
To-Get-Her~
The show's so cuteee!
KA SA BA WANG ZI!
Lol~
I've always love Rainie's shows!
The opening and ending songs by fahrenheit are nice too~
For those who are interested in this show, u can visit:
http://blog.xuite.net/gtvtv/momo
Momo's blog!
And i'm also watching this hk show.
The Seventh Day~
Des is so kind to lend me the dvds :)
Life has been hectic recently.
Weekdays 9-5 in school for IHP~
Weekends 11-9 working~
I DON'T EVEN HAVE SUFFICIENT TIME TO MEET UP WITH MY FRIENDS!
Argh~
But i'm meeting them this fri after school for Kw's advance birthday celebration :D
And gonna pon next week for the bbq gathering!
I WANT GO CLUBBING WITH THEM!
Studies..
Well i managed to pass all my modules, HENG AH!
But my overall gpa dropped by 0.1.
Aiya, being able to pass all the modules is a blessing already hehe!
So for the time being i'm still able to cope for my IHP la.
Last week was shiokness, chiong dramas plus wahjong everyday in class!
WORK!
This is.. hmm stressful?
Guess this is the first time i mentioned about my work here.
Well..
For the past one month, i'm like super suay la.
Every week also kena complained about sales.
And sales thingy..
Is not only dependent about the tactic, but the luck too.
Even if i managed to convince a customer to buy the phone, it doesn't mean that they won't change their mind at the counter itself.
Maybe other operator's are selling cheaper that week?
Maybe the operator staffs just bomb something?
Maybe the customer suddenly need to go off and will come back next time to get the phone instead?
I can only say that, i don't really slack when working..
Cause it's the responsibilty that counts plus slacking is super sian when working.
I rather keep myself busy by talking to the customers.
Sometimes, i just hope there's some high rank staff by my company to stand there and supervise us.
To prove everything..
One good example is when i'm working at Diva, my supervisor is always tending the shop.
So she can actually see how well/bad i did.
Otherwise, they can put a camera there and supervise us for 24/7.
IT'S REALLY BETTER THIS WAY TO ME MAN!
Sales line..
It's really hard la.
I can only say that i did my best, didn't go over my conscience.
I hope i can enjoy work rather than worrying about the sales.
Not trying to put any blames on anyone.
But i just hope that people can understand some stuffs are unable to control.
Think i need to wash my luck.
LOL~
P.S: Perfect Cut taught me lots of da dao li~
*Excuse me shi alex tan zui wo de, Excuse me shi sky tan zui wo de*
Inside joke!
LGP & Sweetie, i miss uuuuu!
And Kennedy is super kaypoh!
HAHAHA~
Tuesday, March 17, 2009, 4:50 AM
Stressed for my studies's results and work's sales, well i'm always thinking of the negative..
And every monday i'll go into a website for girl's horoscope.
March 15th - March 21st
Friends:
It may not seem like all your work is getting you anywhere, Scorpio, but it really is and people are noticing you. Water signs have good intuition so listen to your inner voice when it tells you that you're doing a great job! Things are in much better shape than you think.
Love:
If it seems like you two misunderstood everything with each other last, week, this week will be a lot better! Don't be surprised if someone finally gets up the courage to tell you how he feels about you. It could make for a very interesting weekend - in a good way!
Please be true!
And i didn't attend school today, freaking tired~
Wednesday, March 11, 2009, 1:05 AM
Year 3 starts from ytd, and 9-5 everyday in school for IHP.
The technology's so high tech now, we've got to log in/out using the thumbprint recognition so cool.
Boring cause we've got nothing to do.
Perhaps it's like what Kw has said - first week nothing to do one.
Lol~
So i'm here slacking/online shopping and brrr it's so freaking cold.
Sadly, i'm not working for this coming it show cause of IHP!
Argh~
But still, i'm going down to buy a camera and perhaps a phone?
Gonna drag Chiaaa to accompany me lol.
And.. i gonna rent a car at least once a month otherwise my skills will deprove lol!
How nice if i am the one who knows u first...
