Friday, October 7, 2011, 6:14 PM
It has been months since i last blogged.
So sorry for the unfulfiled promise about blogging right after my exams =/
Well, it's raining like cats and dogs outside now and i'm at home rotting my life away.
I'm actually supposed to do some shopping since i'm not studying nor working today.
But i couldn't find anyone to accompany me.
I need to learn to be more independent though i think i'm already very independent as compared to my friends around me?
The feeling of doing everything alone really sucks uh.
I feel that as time goes by, i seem to have lesser friends.
Maybe it's because i have my own principle towards friendship.
If i'm pissed with someone or i find someone irritaing(esp boys), i'll just ignore that person.
I hate myself for doing that actually.
Whenever i want to treat someone as bff, something will happen and i began to question myself and end up envying others' friendships.
Like i can do so much for a friend, but it seems like no one will ever do that for me.
I guess everyone has their own flaws but i'll just get pissed for no reason?
Psychotic indeed.
It's time for me to change myself manz, but idk how to.
I wanna be a better person.
I feel so lonely at times but i have no one to turn to, lonelygirl_89.
SIGH THAT'S LIFE I GUESS.
Act blur live longer.
