Friday, January 14, 2011, 9:58 PM
Headache, after all the cryings.
Hungry, didn't ate anything since afternoon.
Cold, if only u are here with me.
Insomnia, couldn't help but thinking.
I voiced out the things I've been unhappy about.
U explained.
I didn't know how much u've been trying all these while.
I didn't know how hard u're trying to be my ideal bf.
I didn't know I really matter to u.
But I didn't regret voicing out, instead I regret I didn't realize it earlier.
I'm such a bad gf who's so demanding, paranoid, sensitive, clingy.
I only realized all these now, after our miscommunication.
I don't want a break up, but I did not make u as happy as u thought u could be.
And now that we are over, I blame myself.
I need some time to pick myself up, though I still wish that we can get back together.
在一起需要两个人的同意，分手只需要一个人的决定。
