Thursday, May 28, 2009, 4:13 AM
I'm tired now though i've been sleeping for about 8 hours every night for the past 3 days~
Sore throat, sneezing, running nose.
Don't tell me that i gonna fall sick again >.<
Btw, i had some sweet dreams last night!
One was about JayChou, i don't know why his piano was at my house, and full of dust still.
He came and told me to take care of his piano for him haha.
Another was about BenYeo, i saw him and told him that he's so lucky to know ZhengJiaYin haha~
The last one was even sweeter, dreamt that i've got a bf and i kept hugging onto him, but i couldn't remember the face already.
Lol people who knew me will know that whatever shit i dreamt of, it will be the opposite.
So... *Dreams Dashed* lol~
I typed 'see u later baby' on my msn's pm last friday and people like Nizam Ky thought that i have a bf already haha!
So though i skipped class last friday, still i didn't manage to get my E71 as the colour white steel gonna eol already.
Met Zw Nic Des at town and hunt for it, and also the birthday boys' birthday presents.
Aftermath i long pang Zw via cab to np's bus stop, forced Des Nic to accompany me back to school :)
Then took train and head to ehub to meet up with the rest for movie.
Bu si xin, we went white sands to hunt for my whitey E71, and tadah finally bought it!
Thanks to Nic Des :D
My old baby, now became Vin's baby lol~
New baby!
Triplets~
Caught this show - Angels & Demons.
Freaking nice show!
4.5/5 =)
I was dozing off during the starting cause i don't understand the show.
Middle part began to understand more, and of course the ending was superb.
The twist in the show was awesome!
I even teared for the 'demon in angel' haha~
Then chilled out at coffee bean and headed home.
The weekends was spent working at m1 imm.
Break was well spent with Zac, eat and eat haha!
Then..
On saturday's night went to Chun's birthday countdown celebration at bugis.
Shaldn't elaborate much...
Hope that both Chun Des love their present!
Catering started from yesterday, good as i will head home right after school.
There's samsung product training tomorrow~
Alrights..
These 6 titles will always be written down whenever i wanna blog.
In case i don't know what to blog about.
Family - Nothing much, was thinking to travel to bangkok this august~
Friends - Alot alot of problems.
Maybe i'm the one who started all these, creating a mess out of myself.
It's not that i wanna end the whatever 8 years frienship.
Perhaps it's because we are all close, that's why i have the urge to voice out my opinions.
If it was to be other people, would i even react this way?
People who knew me should know that i've always put friendship as my number one, not even relationship can replace friendship.
Maybe it's because i'm too zhi zuo that's why will lead to this outcome.
Ever thought that why i will react in this way?
Ever feel that your friends no longer treat u like the past?
Ever feel that u have sort of been left out since all are studying in the same school?
Ever feel that because of work and studies, no time to fork out for a meetup?
Ever feel that friends have not been updating u about certain things, yet u keep wanna know about their stuffs because i care?
Ever feel that sometimes it's very contradicting?
Ever wanna find out what's the problem instead of trying to act everything like normal?
Ever wonder i always say i wanna stop trusting people, yet in the end i still can't do it?
Ever feel that when we are talking, the words are lesser and didn't even wanna reply?
Ever wonder who will stand by me when i'm always the first to say out everything?
Ever wonder who's always the bad person to talk things out?
Ever wonder when u said u understand what's happening but u don't?
Ever wonder since when did i said i wanna stop the friendship?
Ever wonder how would i feel when u contacted others instead of me(close friend)?
Ever thought that blogging it out are just words and not solving anything?
Ever wonder i kept thinking about it all day?
Ever wonder sometimes i would even shed tears because of this(even on bus =.=)?
Ever wonder it would hurt me though i'm just trying to act as if i don't care...
Maybe the facebook's quiz is true - Scorpios are passionate and devoted, but their moods and hidden feelings can lead to misunderstandings.
Maybe i'm the only child that's why i need friends.
Maybe i can be independent in others' aspect but not this.
Maybe u might think i'm attention seeker.
Maybe it's hard to leave it as it is..
Maybe maybe maybe...
I don't know what i should do now.
Love - Nothing much too, cause there's nothing for me to think about haha.
Studies - Focusing and managing my project now, and to stop being late cause my attendance hit 9.49% already.
Work - Was thinking to find another tuition job during weekdays to increase my income(gss's coming).
As for samsung, i just hope that my incharge will give me good deployments and i will not kena complain anymore :)
Life - Everyday's the same~
I wanna set a goal, create a time chart..
I was watching the channel 8 9pm show last night, found out that everyone will have their own talent, just that it's not shown out yet.
Really wish to set a goal in my life, thinking..........
And last but not least..
Singapore confirms first case of swine flu!
